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Post by Man on Nov 4, 2014 23:30:50 GMT -5
Haha! xD Don't worry, I definitely wont drop out, and a girlfriend definitely makes things better. However, although having my own apartment for the first time is exciting and cool, that created the need for a second job (new job I mentioned) which means I had to drop out of all my extracurricular activities. Plus, I also have very limited study time as-well, which makes my classes extra difficult (as if they weren't difficult enough)... This morning during work, like many other mornings, I find myself thinking and yearning for the next time I get to sleep, except every time I think about sleeping I think about how far away that is because I have to study for a quiz or test which always seem to be on the horizon. ><" Can't lower my guard in the slightest, but at least the semester is almost over. What I fear is that, because I'm so pressed to read the material and memorize/learn everything I can in as little time as possible, I fear I am not properly learning and I might forget a great deal during the winter break. I don't learn during lectures, I'm only really there for attendance and because I have to make sure there isn't an assignment or something for next class, but I learn everything from the book. I think the time allotted to every class meeting would benefit me more if I were allowed to just study on my own instead of actually attending. But, enough whining xP It's the college experience, and I'm far from the guy with the worst problems.
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Jaxine Caulie
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Post by Jaxine Caulie on Nov 5, 2014 6:32:19 GMT -5
Tough it out, and in 20 years, you'll be rolling around in a marceties benz or a corvette. probly still on dbz rp sites like us xD
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Post by Man on Mar 10, 2015 7:50:00 GMT -5
Spring Break is almost here and I'm probably gonna spend most of the time studying. @.@ Because of the snow, we've lost considerable class days and now all my classes are backed up and we have to make up for it. Immediately after spring break I have exams... >.>
On another note, my girlfriend is now my ex since three months ago now. I saw it coming too cause we never went out on Winter Break despite my efforts (and it's not her fault either). Her parents are against the very idea of her having a boyfriend and the knowledge of my existence brought chaos into her household (although I've never been in it because they didn't even want to meet me). Honestly, from what she's told me, I think they're abusive parents (Mother reads her text messages regularly). Regardless, family is really important to her and I didn't want to stand in her way. I would have broken up with her by the end of this semester, she just did it sooner than I would have. With that said, this struck me harder than I thought cause now we have two classes together (meaning we meet in the same room four times a week, probably about 10 hours a week), and it's hard being near her without being able to touch her or express my feelings (although androids shouldn't have any). I know she still has lingering feelings although she may act cold sometimes but I think that's just a defensive mechanism. She's a lot stronger than I am, that's for certain.
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Jaxine Caulie
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Bitch, your moma bought you Megablocks instead of Legos.
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Post by Jaxine Caulie on Mar 27, 2015 17:06:55 GMT -5
Zero, I know its 17 days later and its not much help at this point, but I've been in that (almost) exact situation myself with my Ex. The only difference being I didn't have to see her after on a daily basis. Also, I lost her due to her parents almost literally ramming a bible down her throat. I guessed I missed the memo where religion is used to tear people's lives apart rather than being followed to help better those lives. But its not a path anymore, its a tool for gain and a status symbol. Don't get me wrong, there are true followers of faith out there and they have my total respect. But Its hard to tell them apart from all the fakes who want to look good by going to a church, and use it to brainwash their adult daughter with.
I guess I could say I'm an honest man for not going to church, in a way.
In addition, my activity on the site has been terrible lately. To Akassa, Kit, Ethar, Carla and anyone else, my apologies. Life hit me hard. First, I hit a deer. No coverage for that. So I work increased hours at a new part of my job. I've been busy and tired, dealing with over 12,000 eggs a day.
Also as of Yesterday, I'm engaged. We're planning the wedding for this August, witch opens all kinds of new issues. Most of my family cant stand eachother and haven't spoken for years, and surprise!They all have to be in the same place in 5 months. S now I have to get everyone on the 'tolerable' level for that one day. And considering the tension is at an all time bullshit level, it seems impossible. I'd be better off hiring security for the venue.
Oh and she wants kids. So yeah, really really stressed out right now.
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Post by Kurosanai Muzai on Mar 27, 2015 18:08:34 GMT -5
One: Been there with a born again thing. Don't get me started, especially with me being polythestic.
Two: CONGRATULATIONS ZEKE! That is amazing!
Three: Take your time, you are just running on overdrive right now. Kids will happen when the time is right.
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Jaxine Caulie
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Post by Jaxine Caulie on Apr 1, 2015 15:29:22 GMT -5
I could care less if there are one or more up there. I just believe we came from something that we don't know about. Kind of like how chickens will never understand how they are in a barn. I'm content as long as whatever that is up there isn't out to kill me and stuff.
And thanks dude. Also, I see what you did there. Overdrive.
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Jaxine Caulie
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Bitch, your moma bought you Megablocks instead of Legos.
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Post by Jaxine Caulie on Jul 15, 2015 17:31:04 GMT -5
So I was talking to Tosh in the cbox about embarrassing moments. I told him this one and figured it was funny enough to post.
So I was chatting with a girl back when I was 13 or so. Friend of mine. This was the olden days where MSN was cool. I was new to messaging and what not, and she used emoticons. So I asked:
"So where do you get those smiley thongs?"
She was like "Um... I dunno, you would have to ask one of the girls from school..." I said "Ah I thought you'd know where you use them alot. I really need to find where to get them."
So by now your laughing, so ill give you a sec...
So she's like "Why do you need those? Crossdresser!"
The look of confusion on my face was legit. I had no fucking clue where the hell that even came from. "What do you mean?" I asked. Looking back, I found the word "Thongs" rather than the intended word "Things".......
I tried to explain that to no avail. I'm still not sure weather she didn't believe me or if she was pretending to disbelieve to fuck with me. She moved away and turned into a bitch after, so I deleted her and pretty much stopped using MSN... like everyone else.
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Saito Kito
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Post by Saito Kito on Jul 15, 2015 17:35:33 GMT -5
What's new with me? I'm drunk That is all
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Jaxine Caulie
Goku
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Bitch, your moma bought you Megablocks instead of Legos.
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Post by Jaxine Caulie on Aug 18, 2015 20:16:30 GMT -5
Just went to see Straight Ouda Compton. Go see it. It was fucking brilliant. Also (without spoiling anything) there was a scene where Easy-E has a gun put to his head from the shadows. Everyone is dead silent. At that EXACT moment, my Fiance texts me and my cell's message tone goes off at full volume.
So Gun to his head, Quiet, and...
Everyone around me laughed pretty hard.
Also I'm getting married Saturday.
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Post by Man on Aug 18, 2015 22:59:11 GMT -5
Lol, that is hilarious. Also...
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